My shoulder condition.

Well... i am actually suffering from reoccuring shoulder dislocation... to date i have experienced 9 times of shoulder dislocation at the same left shoulder... and i haven't event went to the hospital for medical chek up... i kept on delaying... and thought that it might just cure by itself... i was wrong somehow..

went on google'ing for my cndition... and found out that i actually have ligament damage in my shoulder since it happens at the same shoulder everytime i dislocate them..

"If a dislocation occurs a second time in the same shoulder, especially with less trauma, the patient should be evaluated for the possibility of ligament damage in their shoulder. If this is the case, the patient may need surgery to prevent recurrent shoulder dislocations."

According to the particular site that i read of, it says that i need a surgery to fix them... :S.... to be honest, i'm not that scared of going through the surgery... but the cost of it that makes me wonder if i can afford them...

i dislocated my shoulder 4 times the day i first dislocated my shoulder... which was when i went for my first time Rock Climbing... which was on 20th of may this year,..

twice on 7th of august when i went for college event at Desa Waterpark... once in gym doing some work out in september(cant remember the exact date)... once on 4th of november when playing badminton... and once yesterday on 25th of november when i was climbing to reach up for something in the store...

i was able to relocate my shoulder everytime i dislocate them... for those who have not experienced shoulder on any sorts of dislocation, it hurts like hell!!!... worse then having my piercing... :P... i cant describe how it felt like... it dislocated around 2 inches away from it's socket most of the time... its obvious to see actually... but i straight away relocate them since the pain is unbareable... :S...

I need to get the treatment soon... because of this condition, i cant do much things which i like to do, such as rock climbing, working out in gym, sports, white water rafting, and so on... :(... i can do less then half of those kind off activity then how i could before this condition...

i am in need of cure for this!!! i cant stop this passion i have for these types of activities!!!! :(.... i am going to get the treatment someday... and hopefully i will be fully cured... :)... and able to do all those again as how i did before.... cant wait for that day to come.... :')