My shoulder condition.

Well... i am actually suffering from reoccuring shoulder dislocation... to date i have experienced 9 times of shoulder dislocation at the same left shoulder... and i haven't event went to the hospital for medical chek up... i kept on delaying... and thought that it might just cure by itself... i was wrong somehow..

went on google'ing for my cndition... and found out that i actually have ligament damage in my shoulder since it happens at the same shoulder everytime i dislocate them..

"If a dislocation occurs a second time in the same shoulder, especially with less trauma, the patient should be evaluated for the possibility of ligament damage in their shoulder. If this is the case, the patient may need surgery to prevent recurrent shoulder dislocations."

According to the particular site that i read of, it says that i need a surgery to fix them... :S.... to be honest, i'm not that scared of going through the surgery... but the cost of it that makes me wonder if i can afford them...

i dislocated my shoulder 4 times the day i first dislocated my shoulder... which was when i went for my first time Rock Climbing... which was on 20th of may this year,..

twice on 7th of august when i went for college event at Desa Waterpark... once in gym doing some work out in september(cant remember the exact date)... once on 4th of november when playing badminton... and once yesterday on 25th of november when i was climbing to reach up for something in the store...

i was able to relocate my shoulder everytime i dislocate them... for those who have not experienced shoulder on any sorts of dislocation, it hurts like hell!!!... worse then having my piercing... :P... i cant describe how it felt like... it dislocated around 2 inches away from it's socket most of the time... its obvious to see actually... but i straight away relocate them since the pain is unbareable... :S...

I need to get the treatment soon... because of this condition, i cant do much things which i like to do, such as rock climbing, working out in gym, sports, white water rafting, and so on... :(... i can do less then half of those kind off activity then how i could before this condition...

i am in need of cure for this!!! i cant stop this passion i have for these types of activities!!!! :(.... i am going to get the treatment someday... and hopefully i will be fully cured... :)... and able to do all those again as how i did before.... cant wait for that day to come.... :')

Passion of the needles and ink...

I have no idea how to say why i love piercings... and tattoo as well actually,.. i have six piercings already... one in the tongue, one at the lips, four at the ears... hehehehe... :P... hmm.. kinda addictive... i don't know why... my first piercing was my tongue piercing.... it was a year ago in November... then my lips in march early this year... a month later my scaffold piercing... hehehe... it is an ear piercing that uses a stud that goes through two holes... there's picture shown later... :P...

scaffold piercing or industrial piercing... :P...

a few months back i pierced my own ear... using a somesort of a sewing needle... hahaha... i soak the needle in an antiseptic solution at first and poke the needle through my ears... hahahahahha!!!!!!! well... most people might say its dangerous... well... it;s not actually... just that u need to take care of it and everything would be fine... :)... so far no infections... i pierced my ear again a few weeks after my first time piercing myself... ehhehehe... :P...

i pierced myself... heheheh... :P

People might say i'm crazy or something... i don't really care anymore... coz this is what i like... and why should i bother though... hehehehe. :P... honestly saying... i get damn a lot of stares everytime i go somewhere... in shopping complexes, lifts, train stations, and ect... :P... kids would point and talk bout it to their friends in front of me as if i cant hear them... small kids ran to their parents as they were scared looking at me... old man stares as if i didn't notice them staring... wahahaha... this is kinda what i go through almost everyday when i go out somewhere... kinda get used to this already... but then sometimes its kinda awkward at times... :P....

All of my studs and ear rings collections.. :P...

i'm not going to cover my face with damn a lot of piercings... :S... just what i have right now is enough... plus one more eyebrow piercing coming soon... :P... an unique piercing... hehehe... haven't seen anyone around me with that particular style for the eyebrow piercings... i went to dragonfly and they said i need to wait to get that piercing... coz i think they need to order the stud.... i'm gonna get it end of this month... wohhooO!!!!!>.. ;P..

Coming soon... :P

As for the tattoo part... hmmm... i gotta go earn my own money 1st be4 i get one... :P... i'm planing to get the one like in the 1st picture in this post... :)... it cost around RM1k plus.... hehehehe... it is a tribal tattoo... maybe i'm gonna get that next year... or perhaps the year after that,,.. who knows... hehehehe... :P....

Melanau'ans Pillar of Death!!!!

Holes are made as in the pics..

Refining the edges...